todae.
had a game with the netballers from dunman..
quite sad lar..
we lose..
got scolded from vivian..
each of them must do 30 push up..
with the sentence which vivian asked to say.
for me:
i will not b lazy (times 30)
okok..
i won't b lazy..
HAPPY?
urgh.
i don noe y..
i can't pay quite well..
am i too nervous?
or my passes is going all wrong.
i don noe..
my mind started to think in a negative way.
fark lar.
must get use to it.(positive way)
and yah.
i am feeling very happy cause' i am in top 5!
haha
wen ting wins me by 1 mark.
that only mark.. had made her to b in the position of 4th.
farkfark!!
aiyo.
all the sec 2 netballers..
had went for their camp-ing.
quite boring without them..
never felt this way.
and i don noe y my luck became this way.
my mother did ask me.
when i went home.
"why the netballers pang sai eu?"
i was shocked.
"and you seems quite sad just now, when i saw u just now.. what had happened?"
i don even know how to answer..
"aiya.. i am not entertaining ma.. that y they didn't bother about me"
and that what i reply.. to cover up
and my mum did advice me.
"if eu r god in studies. i would rather let you quit netball and don't join any cca
be free.. i can hope to see.. being lyk that"
i felt sad and disappointed hearing that..
but the truth is.. they did 'pang sai ' me just now
maybe that the retribution for pang sai my friends and mates in school..
i like to leave them..
and don't bother about them..
and just now..
the netball game..
was badd.
i guess we need more training.
wish me the BEST peeps
sign out,
lisa xp