i don't care what they say about me.
i hack care.
i am used to it.
they thought they speak in mandrin i won't be able to understand?
maybe they saw me looking blur when they speak chinese.
their actions.they way they talk.i know they are talking about me.
i know girls are full of gossips. so do i.
but please be considerate.
i know i suck.
do you know how sway i am today?
no. cause' u never ever ask about my feelings.
not even one person.
this year is the worst year ever.
now, i kindda believe that 13 is sway.
at first i don really.
i have never ever felt this way.
i have never being mocked people like that.
i have never ever talk bad about people like.
there is a limit of me.
if i have some bad comment about other people, i keep to myself.
but sometimes. mark my word. SOMETIMES. i gone a bit far. by spreading the news.
i have never been busy like this.
i don't care about what poeple think about me.
i can even laugh if i get scolded.
cause' i am used to it.
today.
no mdm teo.
make me sway.
u know i said myself sway?
-gums got hit by ball.
-being called nicks during the computer lab.
-got scolded by kayral.(not sure the speeling)
-being laugh
and yet. i didn't even say any bad word.
not even one.
not even stupid.
and kayral,
do u know why i stand there looking at you.
u want to know?
-i was shocked u got the ball.
-why should i run for the ball? u won't pass it to me. for sure.
i had been watching. u keep on passing to the seniors.
not sec 1
i even call for the ball.
no one passed.
i didn't even pespire.
cause' i didn't even sprint. run. or even jog.
the only thing i did on court is defence.
cause' i played defence.
and i know you are mad at me for that.
i know. your reactions tells me.
i know i am dumb. but i am also a human.
normal human being like you.
and let me tell you something.
people makes mistakes.
you mean you didn't even make mistake meh?
from your mom's womb until now u didn't even make mistake meh?
even great people like Einstein makes mistake.
even a smart person makes mistake.
anyway, we only got 11 sec 1. if we include wen ting.
how are gonna be in the zonel?
we need 12.
we join netball not just for playing in school.make more friends.
build up stemina.
or what..
we also want to play the game.
our players are also not quite good.
you tell me how to be in the zonel?
ok. let's not talk about netball.
it's killing me. i'm getting tired of it.
school suxs today.
seriously.
very boring.
maths lessons only do correction and listen to mr NG crap.
english lesson went to the hall.. to do project.
history only rock me today.
we kindda have fun today.
and sorry kayral it i hurt you feelings cause' i'm just letting my hearts and feeling out.
sorry once again.