She's the only reason why i want to succeed.

♥Monday, September 3, 2007 @ 7:15 PM

you don't need to tell me that you hate me.
from your face expression. i know.
haiss.(WTL) what the lobster lar.
FIRST YOU TOLD A LIE.
AND YOU EXPECT ME TO BE KIND TO YOU.YOU WAIT LONG LONG.
U HUGGED ME AND SAY, "HAISS.. SORRY LAR. U SO KIND. AND GAVE A SMILE TO ME"
*FAKE LAUGH*
THEN I SAID TO MY FRIEND. "WHO IS THIS GIRL HA? I DON'T EVEN KNOW SUDDENLY SHE HUGGED ME? SIAO"
AND MY FRIEND JUST LAUGH AND ADDED. "WHO ARE? I ALSO DONO"
SHE JUST KEPT QUIET. SERVE HER RIGHT.
THEN WHEN I WAS PLAYING WITH MY FRIEND. HAPPILY. I DIDN'T EVEN LOOKED AT HER.
AND SHE ASKED ME.
"WHY YOU NEVER TALK TO ME?"
U EXPECT ME TO TALK TO A STANGER. YOU WAIT LONG LONG.
I JUST COULDN'T SEE THE WORD FORGIVEN FOR YOU.
HAISS.
U HAD BROKE MY HEART AND YOU EXPECT ME TO FORGIVE AND FORGET.
THEN ANOTHER ONE GIRL.
U USED TO PRAISED ME "SHE IS MY TWIN SISTER"
EVERY WHERE.
THEN.
YOU TREAT ME LIKE SHIT.
I'M SO SORRY THAT I'VE USED CAPS LOCK. BUT I HAVE TOO.
I REMEMBED U CALLED ME AT NIGHT .. ASKED ME TO HELP YOU DO YOUR PROJECT.
AND I HELPED.
U CALLED MY HOUSE. "HEY, LISE I NEED TO USED YOUR COMPUTER. I NEED TO CHECK FRIENDSTER."
AND I ALLOWED.
ONCE.
I CAME TO YOUR HOUSE.
NOT EVEN 5 MINS. U ASKED ME TO LEAVE.. REASON: YOU SCARED YOU MOTHER
WOULD COME HOME.
THEN WHAT FOR U INVITED ME?
THEN I STILL GAVE HER A CHANCE.
EVERYTIME I CALLED YOU TO HELP ME DO SOMETHING. THERE MUST SOMETHING ON.
BUT WHEN YOU NEED ME, I WOULD BE THERE FOR YOU.
WHAT KIND OF FRIEND ARE YOU?
YOU SHOULDN'T BE MY FRIEND AT ALL.
IT BURNS MY HEART. REALLY.
I TREATED YOU TWO LIKE MY SIS.I DON'T EVEN HAVE A BIOLOGICAL SIS.I HAVE TWO BORTHERS ONLY.HAIS. THE ONLY DAUGHTER.HOW BORING WAS THAT?. I CAN'T FORGIVE YOU. I DON'T EVEN WISH TO TALK TO YOU TWO ANYMORE.
I DON NEED REVENGE. FOR WHAT? WASTE MY TIME.
I WOULD RATHER TRAIN MY PASSES. STUDY HARD SO I COULD GO EXPRESS.
RATHER THEN LISTENING TO ALL "NICE WORDS"
I KNOW YOU TWO ARE JUST ACTING INFRONT OF ME.
YEA.U ARE JUST USING ME.
DON'T FORGET. I HATE BACKSTABBER.
I FEELS LIKE SHIT TODAY. HAISS
DIDN'T KNOW THAT I WOULD HAVE A FRIEND LIKE THAT.
HAISS.
I TREATED YOU NICELY,
BUT THEN YOU TREATED ME LIKE PILE OF SHIT.

SERIOUSLY I WOULD NEVER EVER FORGET THIS DAY
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NEVER.MARK MY WORD NEVER.
I'M SERIOUS ABOUT THIS. I AM NOT JOKING.
YOU WANT ME TO TREAT YOU LIKE A STRANGER. I CAN.