She's the only reason why i want to succeed.

♥Sunday, October 7, 2007 @ 9:43 AM

how could i trust her.. if everything she report to her friends.. about this about that...! she can't even keep a single secret. all my attitudes and mistakes all she report to her friends. i guess. what my mum told me.. seems to be true. boys are better then girls.. girls are fussy.. are snobbish..
i don't want to make friends with boys then girls cause'
people would think i am a flirt.
later the "news" spread.. by who?
the girls lar.
i know i am criticizing my own gender.. but it seems true.
even i can be kepo somethimes.
but at least i didn't let out people secrets.. infront of the victim. but seriously not ALL girls like that. but i was really disappointed with my friend. i didn't want to type down her name because she reads my blog.. later report .. report and report.. she very the smart ass.. she report all to her friends in Chinese but the stupid thing is that she report the "news" to her friends IN FRONT OF ME. and the main problem is that i understand a certain word in her sentence which makes me understand that she is talking about me. when she needs me.. she smile ear to ear.. but when she don't need me... she pang seh me.. it this what we call friends? when i look at patrick and spongebob.. i felt soo sad cause' even they know the meaning of friendship. she regards me as if i am her enemies.. she didn't even care about my feelings. she thinks it's soo funny to tell everything about my privacy. .. but they main thing that i don't feel it funny.. urrgh.. if i cannot take it anymore... already.. urgh.. i will let out all her privacy.. urgh! if u don't care about my feelings, why shoud i care about your feelings?
let's end here. i need to do my sketch for my art.
i think i just want to forget about the deal.
sorry to say. i begin to hate you.