well.

today is valentine’s day. mummy said that malay shouldn’t celebrate it cause’ it’s cristian’s belief until they change the valentine’s day to lovers. my english teacher told another version of valentine’s day. so which one to belief? your mummy or your english teacher?

well, this morning i came to school. i saw people giving flowers to each other. and i have none ): i don’t want flowers. never felt interested about that. what i want is just chocolates. haha. veron says it too. today i went on a field trip to terminal 3. it’s kindda boring .. but ok la by. staying in school. which one more boring? school right? when we reached terminal 3. we quickly go to cheers. we bought foods.yeah! chocolates! then we went for our adventure. we were taking advantage to eat since we are outside school (: now, i’m stucked at comp to do my history project. tomorrow need to pass up already. cannot delay no more. which really suxs. i think the percentage of work, i am the one who had done the most. i colour the paper.i write every information.i find pictures. i paste picture. Just now, i went to karyl’s blog. kindda touching la. haha. (: she was toking abt peixuan but she wrote something interesting abt the team (:

she wrote, “we trained together,played together,won together,lost together,cried together,do stupid things together,joked together”

WE HAD JOY

WE HAD FUN

WE HAD SEASONS IN THE SUN (:

touching right?

it reminds me when i first joined netball. how kuku i am, how stupid i am. got scolded everytime. which really makes me hate netball. but now, i improve, with the effort of my coach, my teacher in-charge, mdm teo, mr teo, miss chin. and not forgetting, my teamates. they are the ones who called me to come down for training. i remembered, cassandra ooi, sacrifice her time to do passes with me, cause’ my ball is spinning. i really appreciate every deeds she had done. we laugh together. i remembered. we were the first one to reached kallang. we were so hyper about the game later. i did pole dance. and everyone laugh.when we lost to tkgs. ain cried. cassandra chew cried.so did jeannie and hui si.we hugh each other. telling each other not to cry. we hide our tears, be strong. NOW, i am a senior to the junior. told millicent that i want to be in express. that’s my only target after the netball competion. she wants to concentrate on her studies for her o’s so am i. concentrating on my studies so that i can be in express next year. i lost last year. by 3 percent. i felt regreted for not studying during PSLE. and now, going into express is really hard. you need to get 70% and above.

i remembered every single memories. it’s still fresh in mind. i’m a geek when i first come to school. slowly, being a ah lian ~HAHA. not really la. during secondary one, i was like one of the nerds who did their homework and project. pass up on on time. NEVER LATE. There is some sweet memories and there are sour ones. the sour ones are the one which is hard to forget. haha. LOL. mdm teo told the senior that i am a sportsmanship. i can even smile if i am being push. well, that’s me. i can be angry. ONCE, i remembered, i played center. i am so frustrated that the ball didn’t go in. that i shouted so damn loudly that there was silence. and the senior was shock. even coach. LOL. i am so frustrated. you can ask people who played center. they will so frustrated if the ball doesn’t go in. it happens. even fast runners like Eunice can be feeling frustrated at times. we have our limits. like what people said (:

well, many people told me to have boyfriends especially my classmates. haha. until now, i have none ): cause’ i am too afraid that later i couldn’t concentrate on my studies. i’ve seen a lot of scenarios. a lot of example can be used. i shouldn’t have name calling here. that will be bad.

tomorrow there is training. heard from mdm teo tomorrow she will drill us up. i hope it wouldn’t be as tough as we think. well, i think non netballers haven’t know mdm teo physical. she can be good to you, but if you don’t follow the rules she can be quite a scary person. yes, what mdm teo told the juniors is true. she is now being kind to us. but wait till you get to see the coach. it will be the worst day in your lives. i heard that tomorrow there will be no coach and there will be no seniors as they were given 1 week rest. hais.

well, things have change. now, i am sec two. i shouldn’t be dropping ball. no more. hope it won’t happen.

btw, i want to wish happy valentine’s day to the couples out there.