today went to training in the morning. received a sms that cassandra want to quit. told mdm teo about it. she also said let it be. then she sms me again. how many people know that she want to quit. then i replied, you don’t need to know cause the purpose of you to quit is still there. then she replied, i know you are unhappy but i still want to quit. and i was like.. hais.. don’t know la. team is falling apart again.

so stress la now. mum and dad had been nagging over school work. team became like this.

1 want to quit.

1 don’t know what happen.. lost contact.

1 got church thingy.. must attend

1 say want to come but in the end didn’t .

isn’t the team falling apart? and oh lord, if 4 of you is reading this post. let me tell you the competion will start on the 26 march. if we didn’t have enough players we will be playing with the sec 1. please. i beg you guys to come down for training. competition is just around the corner. yes me too, once have the urge to quit this bloody thing. making excuses so that i wouldn’t need to come down for training. but things have change. we are the seniors to the juniors. we are showing damn bad examples. do you want them to follow our footsteps? after one quit, another one will. i thought we had sacrifice our time to spent to together.. so that there is a tight relationship between each other. NO ONE CAN BREAK THE RELATIONSHIP. but look, what happened?

yes i know some of you have the urge to quit due to some problems. me too, my parents had been nagging about my studies and they are blaming netball for failing my exams. yes, i know some of you once said to me, ” if my studies are bad, i’m ready to quit netball” yes. studies comes first. but if you quit not because of good thing.. what for? would it come to a good ending? yes, me too is sick of looking the red marks i got for my papers due to ‘no time to study’

but. people, life must go on. maybe you got something happen, talk to us. we are ready to lend our ears to listen and shoulder for you to cry if you need too. it feels so hurtful when you know you are sick, you still come down for training for the sake of the team. when you know out of 9 teammates, 5 attend today. we trained with the sec 1. because of that we had a lot of punishment to do. we owned the teachers 23 sucidesssss and 1,700 jumping jags. yes, we are not blaming them for the punishment. they should learn from their mistake and not to do it again. if they reapeat the same thing. i don’t know what to say. i’m going to be breathless.