♥Wednesday, April 2, 2008 @ 7:14 PM

"Before you do anything for anyone else today, do something nice for yourself first!"
today's horoscope.
fark up.
i did badly just now.
yea. i admit i cried.
this is the first match i cried infront of my teammates.
i just couldn't take it.
how badly i did on court.
i miss a lot of balls.
farking asshole.
i asked cassandra while i'm tears.
" i came down for training.we play hard.we drive hard.why we are not getting it?"
well.
i guess i know the reason "lack of confidence."
today, is the day i know how the sec 1 treated us.
i swear, i just couldn't wait to see you all play next year.

i feel so fark up now.
we played at KFC.
thanks cass, ain,millie and evelina.
On the way home.
i thought about what happened. as a reflection.
"Before you do anything for anyone else today, do something nice for yourself first!"
i guess my horoscope and my instincts was right.
and hell yes.
the whole net ballers know my secrets.
damn it!