it has been along time since i blog in wordpress.

i dont really know how to use wordpress. pro at blogger but not wordpress. xD.more and more poeple using wordpress.life had been tiring. from studies to training. sometimes, how i wish when i woked up i dont need to face the reality and so call no-troubles-for-the-day! argued with mum this morning cause' i dont like my school shoe and she said that i'm influenced by my friends. she's just pushing all the blames to other people. negative attitude. haiss. how i wish i could rest peacefully for a day. no stress. relax and do not need to think on how to solve the problems. i thought that after the zonals and league, our team is becoming even much more stronger, cause we had been seeing each other for most of the week due to the matches. but all of what had been happening is simply pure bullshit. i couldn't take it anymore. i'm tired of being nice. easy& simple lisa. i kick my asses out on court, not only to win, so that we do not need to blame each other. when we lost, we blame each other. is that really, what we call a team? BULLSHIT. talked to cassandra ooi in msn yesterday, couldn't tolerate it no more. they want to quit, they quit la. we had always been thinking for them, sms-ing them, telling them to come down. we EVEN BEGGED THEM TO COME. if they really think they are princess, kiss my arse. we had enough of begging. if you guys are reading this, good for you. it's time for you to change.

1 M.I.A

1 ALWAYS GIVES US PURE BULLSHIT

1 ALWAYS TRYING TO RUN AWAY FROM TRAININGS.

1 ALWAYS HAVE PROBLEMS COMING UP HER WAY.

THEY think that they are the only once having problems. what about us? we are seriously tired of your shit. if you think that coming to training is no good for you, BE IT. you do not get your cca points. mind your own business. i don't want to stress my self with this freaking shit. you live your life, and i'll live mine. I'll treat you as someone who i don't even care. if you like to give bullshit, it's time for you to have mine. if you really don't want me to come to your life, dont ever come mine. you come mine, you really gonna get it. you mind your own business. i had enough of everything. i'm stressed of the team, i'm stressed of school work, i stressed of all my parents had given me. i really couldn't tolerate it no more. i don't want to care about people who loves to give bullshit. I SIMPLE HATE IT. right from the start of blogger and friendster, i've told the peeps that i hate bullshit people.

school is starting in two days. training is changed in days and time. it's gonna be so damn tiring.

mon- 2.30- 630

wed- 230-630

fri (maybe) -physical training.

i've to revise my science, work hard for it and try to get a B.

I've to write essays every week, which was obviously instructed by coach. she even told me to get A1 for english.

i've been wanting for an A1 for maths.

i want to get the position 1st in class again, and try to get 1st in standard, if can, try to get into express. if not the best class for N.A. i want to take E maths and higher mother tougue. at least, during the o'level. i do not need to stress myself with alot of subjects.

i really want to work hard. just like a nerd. don't laugh at me if i really looked like a nerd on monday. sad to say, i really hate the team now.