had sport leader in the morning. had alot of fun playing duck and goose. haha.
i've got to admit that azhar is lazy but he is very very funny. wakaka.
went to eat lunch and went back to school to discuss about the publicity. then off to training.
coach would not be with us for intensive training. usually we would jump for joy, cause no scolding mah! but today we were quite depressed. zonel is confirm coming for around 2 more weeks ? we still haven't decide who is gonna be in the team, and that the worst thing ever.
i didn't meditate just now, and i was suppose too. i was too busy laughing and dancing over the song, teenage love affair.
i had the worst stitches ever. i really had to bent down and just continue running . when i tried to breathe in slowly, feeling of vomiting was there. i really really and nearly gave up just now.
i was too tired. yes, deeply tired.
although i played wing attack and wing defence & no one is defending me cause' not enough player -.-, and yet i lose the ball, gave a very wild ball, miss the ball, not concentrating.
miss fadyana was quite upset about it and we had to run.
I DID NOT GAVE MY BEST SHOT TODAY.
although i look happy, but deep inside i'm hurting.

why if i acted out this way on court during zonel?
I'VE FAILED AS A NETBALL PLAYER.