I was totally upset when i was reading one of my junior's blog.
Ive found out about it weeks ago, but i continued to keep myself quiet.
But then, she went "wild" posting up ridiculous words that can really hurt you.
It has been spreading around, oh gosh.

Had a great talk with hui peng and Jeannie the other day, we were talking about our team.
We have no Sec 2 batch.
sec 1 batch is better but hopefully doesn't end up like them.
If, the sec 1s decided to quit, esnb history would be dead. Seriously =.-
And the last batch would be my batch ? would it be nice to end up like that.
No.

Back to the junior story,

How could say your sec1 team is a pathetic team ?
You yourself doesn't want to come for training, you were ranting on your blog, its like we were begging and pleading you not to leave.
Sorry
It's that the only thing you can say?
Why is there law ?
Come one la, seriously.
We would have meetings telling you how important CCA is and all those stuffs, but we will not , no, we would never never ever beg.
We ourselves have our limits. we are humans just like you, we have pride.
Regarding about you quiting, its not our responsibility, we did our best to keep you.
keeping a smile although you have done something wrong is seriously hard for us.
Ask yourself, would you do that if you were us ? Put yourself in our shoes.

I still remembered how sucky training was when my batch first joined.
We were told to run and run and run until we drop dead, we were told to do push ups under the hot sun, until some of us cried.
We were scolded like hell.
Those were great memories to remember.

Sometimes before my training, some of friends or uncles who walked passed the parade square, and said this:
" Your training used to tough, now very slacky lorh"
Even outsiders realized that.

Looking back, i realized how pampered juniors nowdays.
"i quit because coach always scold me."

HOW ON EARTH CAN WE UNDERSTAND THAT?!
we seniors got scolded like hell, we didnt even think about quiting.
And again, to make us look good, me and cassadra have to put up a smile and replied,
" Oh, it means she cares about you, that's why she scolds you. "

Sending smses at night(after the meeting), telling us that they want to comeback, but the next day ....
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ONLY ONE CAME BACK?!

we were angry about it, but we didnt show it.

I really really prayed hard that i would get a better batch this year, hais.

It's hearbreaking.
I'm not afraid if i would hurt their feelings by posting on blog.
I dont care, cause they don;t even care about my feelings.